i JUST wrote a new entry like...a few hours ago but i lost it. so, here i go again.
juli, im sorry about the breakup. at least you guys left on good terms...im glad you can stop crying now. =D what did i tell ya babe?? ill <3 you forever and ever and ever. in a way, im almost glad this whole thing is over. we had SO much tension between us, and it really was no secret. at least things finally came out in the open. sorry i had to keep it from you, i was sworn to secrecy though.
baby, i love you for being man enough to tell me the truth the second you got the chance. ha, i said MAN about it. oof i crack myself up. i understand that you also made a promise, and you had to keep it. i dont blame you at all.
last but not least...surprises are always welcomed. im very glad that i was able to hang out with <you> the other day. the past is the past, and im just very happy that we were able to discuss things that has been quite the large burden on my chest. honestly, i was very mad at you, and i thought that seeing ou wasn't going to be a good idea. instead, i found some sort of closure and relief, and i have you to thank for that.
this week...month...whatever....has been packed with a lotta shit. some good, some VERY FUCKING bad...but in the end things always have their way of working out. i am currently getting over one og the biggest scares of my life ever. that was a close call dude, and it aint EVER gonna happen again right?? lol...dont worry about ur dollars babe, i get 'em for free. *wink*
summer school has been a DRAG. i got midterms tomorrow, and i havent studied yet. its fucking raining now, and my bike is parked outside juli's house. OUTSIDE. im wearing mad next-to-nothing-like shit, and biking in this outfit out in the rain aint gonna be pretty. im sure all the dudes will enjoy seeing it, but i sure as hell wont.
its welcome BACK TORI tomorrow...this is like, an early welome back entry. =D we missed you so much hun. also, next week is the hippie mofo Justin's birthday, and my sexy sexy SEXY Jessica's birthday. yo, i still want that strip club shit babe....maybe on my birthday when we all FINALLY have IDs. ::sigh:: damn my youth.
amn my hunger while im at it...... | 
